A decade long journey...still continues

Its been  years since i first stepped out of home....
the steps towards my entre to the outer world..to be on own..with loads of dreams and expectations on my shoulders.....btw i was the first one to pursue an engineering degree in whole of my family and long distant relatives...
it was during September that i stepped out of home to pursue my engineering..I still remember the moments that i went through..fresh as if it was only yesterday..
the journey since then has been a traveled with ups and downs...with every down making me stronger than ever...the ups are to realize that its not always that bad a road...
Its for my parents and family support that what i am today...I am thankful to god for giving the support which sans would have made me perish during the tough times...
its almost a decade now since i first began the journey...the journey which has seen the toughest times...even withering the Gujarat earthquake in 2001 ( me and my family were a witness to it)..

as i take this train to Delhi after spending 2 days in bhopal with my parents...somehow its still hard to depart..not sure why...but i was feeling weak from within...something i need to speak out?
the journey has just began....

i guess..its time to wish this space on completing 3 years

its been 3 years that i opened my blog account...
i must wish my blog a 3rd anniversary..
thanks for being with me when i needed that space...the space to express...the one who would listen patiently even when i was frustrated..sad..in pain..was joyful....and even when i was silent..
u were there in all shades of my mood..

M Happy about smething..

yep..been a long wait..but m happy about it..
btw m leaving for Bhopal 2mrw morning...and then to delhi...so abt a week of travelling:)
and this time again as i am going home..just managed to get the contract..I guess there is some connexion ..as it happens every time i go home..:)

on this eve...i recall the day before 19 Sep 06...the day on 19 Sep 06..the day next to 19 Sep 06...and the days that shook me for a while..

its going to be 3 years now..guess the scar is going to remain for ever..
things look trivial now...but for me and my near ones..it will always remain afresh as the most difficult moments...
May be i am stronger now..bt still cant over power such times..

It was hilarious and at the same time pitty full:) Ohri's 70 mm expeience

It was hilarious and at the same time pitty full:)

Just cant stop my laugh at the exprience we had during the dinner out today..
I recommended my frnds to try Ohri's 70 mm...and after reaching decided to try "tansen"...the so called jugalbandi restraunt...
the ambience was no doubt the finest in the town...and the live sitar n tabla score was lovely too...
but.....i am sure for many it wud be more memorable experience than the ambience and music...:)
while the crowd kept pouring in...every visitor instead of being greeted by a namaste was warned!!
yes...a warning to watch out for a step down...which had a strip of granite and water filled in it running accross the path way...
and yes it was definetly deceptive...and the ambience was so good that it distracted very one who entred the hall..
now this distraction wud cost them to have a dip in the water:)....we were sitting facing the enterence and could witness a dip every now and then...
after a while there wasnt a table left with a vicitim sitting with the rest of the members...
as the frequency of dip increased....the concern grew...questions raised as to it why was it designed in such a way..why werent rainiling along the path way?
thank god..no was hurt..else the experience could have been worse...





sorry i dont have the pics of people falling in the water:)

I dint expect this...but it happned...m happy about it...
things like this makes me wonder...is it what i think?
bt smetimes i feel i m ignored...and decide not to move forward...take steps forward...
is it my ego? i hope not..
Hate me or Love me...but dont ignore me...i guess this is wht i mean..
but...even if u ignore me...hate me...i will still wait for you....Hope never ends...

a mixed day..

a mixed day..
dissapointment & a bit of joy...mixed emotions..

i wish i never get emotionally attached to things...