god has his own way of doing things...

god has his own way of doing things...
u cant stop him..u cant stop the inevitable..can you?
he has his own of doing things...at times he does things which seems like an miracle...at times his act brings joy in our life...life becomes beautiful...you start liking evry thing in tis world..evry thing seems to be beautiful...
u can see a smile even on a stone..u can feel the fragnance from the petals of flowers...you can see light in the darkness..you can see meaning in every word said...evry morning is a fresh morning..waiting to embrace you..the sun shining on you to make you feel warm...the moon reflecting on you as an beautiful ornament..and the twinkling stars the forming the twinkling dream of your eye...

but does he play his other act? why does he mixes pain with joy? what cant he just  mono act?
why does good things dont last for ever? why are they short lived?
is expecting from life not right?  why cant we stop expecting? we are human is'nt it? then how can we stop expecting? we have this stupid heart which cant stop being emotional...? why cant it be simple?
why cant our joy over shadow our pain? why do we have to smile even if the heart is in pain?

how i wonder the heart and smile have this mutual understaning to help each other...smile always covers what the heart feels...but does the eye do the same?  they cant hide what the heart feels...

why cant we have all the people we love stay close to each other?  why cant all good things last for ever...
I know what i want...I know what i cant get...

soniyo...

soniyo...
sunle ya padh le tu meri khamoshi...hai zaroorat teri saanso jaise....
tujhse se sab kuch mila...ek tu nahi to mera jahan kuch bhi nahi...
tu de de mera saath..tham le haath..
tu bus de de mera saath..tu bus de de mera saath..

ab to hur roz....tera chehra kahin nazar aa jaaye...

Hamein itna pyaar na karo..

love this song from the Album "Boondh- a drop of  Jal
"Hamein itna pyaar na karo.."



Hamein itna pyaar na karo ke hum mar jaayein
Hamein itna tanha na karo ke ji na paayein
Koi dil ka qaraar jaane na
Koi mann ki yeh baat bataaye na
Koi aankhon hi aankhon mein keh de yeh baat

Chal chalein uss paar, jahaan koi na ho
Sab khushiyaan hon paas, sitam na ho
Aur sitaaron se karte rahein hum baat.
Kya yehi hai khataa pyaar maine kiya
Ab yun na sataa o mere piya
Tu hi mera dildaar tu dil ka qaraar
Nahin iss baat se mujhe koi inkaar
Kabhi kabhi tum yaad aatey ho toh dil bhar aaye
Yeh kaisa hai khumaar jo kum na ho aur barhta jaaye

Dekha hai har mausam teri aankhon mein
Beeta hai har lamha teri saanson mein
Yeh saansein toh teri amaanat hain

Kuchh ajab hai yeh haal mere seene mein
Haan par sur hai aur taal mere jeevan mein
Bas issi jeevan se hai mujhe thoda pyaar
Teri aahat hai sarsaraahat hai
Kucch aur nahi yeh chaahat hai
Nainon se nainon ko tak ke phir
Tumhein aankhein churaane ki aadat hai
Hamein itna pyaar (itna pyaaaaar) na karo ke hum mar jaayein
ke hum mar jaayein
Hamein itna tanha na karo ke ji na paayein (ke ji na paayein)

Hamein itna pyaar (itna pyaar) na karo ke hum mar jaayein
Ke hum mar jaayein

a bit hard to handle..the when,where,who question!

Sambalpur, 4 Jan 2010,
hmm...24 hours since i reached this place..trying to cope up with the situation...yep things are going over my head...m not aware of most of the things that is happening...and pererhaps will be more confused about thing which are slated to happen in the coming week..
the preparation are on for the big day of my elder brother...shopping...the bookings for various things..shamiyanas..cook..barati vehicles..decorations...etc etc...the card distributions ( before that the list prepartion....its a lenghty process mind you)
..well its not even a week from now..hence the things are pickingpace...
between all thse..there is this unavaoidable question n suggestions that keep hitting me....yes the but obvious qstn abt my marriage...? and blah blah..
and with the current big fat indian wedding preparation...and after it gets over..i will definetly have a more stronger view that I am too simple to go through these complex process....
I am not sure if want to follow all these..I am not sure if want to face this question...."when? " "who?" "where?"...i defenetly will not like to have people running behind my life..:) but....times running too..he he

a friend of mine had this message/status " Loud thinking..." in FB...and curioulsy i had asked what it meant....
and now i can vry much understand the state of being under " loud thinking..."