few things are better left unsaid.."few things"

it wax as if i was going to miss it in the next one hour....i would be left stranded at the junction..once again...but this was the last time..i dont want to be stranded..i cant be stranded..why do i have to get stranded?
wanted to give in all the efforts to make it an step worth taken...no matter if it turned against my expectations...I dint want to sound pessimist...but at the same time i had fear of  being a over optimist..
i realise i had to care...if it turned negative...not for me but for the ones around me....
its ok if i dint as i can bear..but there are few strings attached...I can not leave those strings un touched...if i had strummed this one..it cud have strummed all other strings...
the new ones could stop growing...some old one would have died..and for all of these it would have been no one but me who was responsible...
is it necessary that i have to say?
few things are better left unsaid.."few things"

when i am me...

was wondering while i was driving....when i am me?
when do i get into that stage?
crap..leave it

i hate waiting....

yes i hate it when i have to wait...its not that i cant make use of that time...its more from valuing ones time and respecting some ones urgency.
if only every one could understand and value each others time we could end up in ideal situation and avoid running around at the eleventh hour...
i am not complaining anymore..i dont wish to complain any more....i dont wish to be sounding a complaining one every time...let things move as they are moving...we dont want to change do we?  doesn't matter if there are changes all around me...after all change is the only constant...

nainon ki mat maaniyo re..

listening to this one.....from omkara..

nainon ki mat maaniyo re
nainon ki mat suniyo
nainon ki mat maaniyo re
nainon ki mat suniyo
nainon ki mat suniyo re
naina thag lenge..

this shall pass..

yet another city..new begining..new faces..new roads..every thing seems to be new...
guess i needed this change? 
its been a bad day today...just want to pelt few words here..just wnat to be left all alone..dont want to talk to any one..
its a survival phase..

change? huh

finally reached delhi...
its been 4 days now..and straight into a project for a implementation assignment has not given me time for any thing but work..
As i shuffle between Delhi Gurgaon and Gurgaon Delhi realise how much of change i have gone through in the past few couple of months..
will the coming days bring more change?  what more?  how much more?

I like change?  yeah i have mentioned this a hundred times in the  past....but what kind of change?
perhaps positive changes..Changes to things which move in a progressive direction...

its yet another night as i am trying to gather few thoughts...where they wandering? towards one direction...
yeah...its towards only direction...and i hope this is the ultimate one...
I want to hold on to it..i want you to hold on to your belief..perhaps we are on same wave length?
perhaps i like your frequency?

hoping for a positive outcome out of this change...just praying it works..