I don't Know why!!

Confused

...............about my surroundings!

Annoyed

..............with the happenings!

Drowning

....................with emotions...

Upsetting

.......................expectations.

Expecting (now)

...................actually nothing!

Believing

.......................in my left over strength...

Existing

.........................to be alive!

Happy

...............living life?

Surviving

......................I don't know why!......